Shopping trip turned out scary! :-P

It was actually an unplanned shopping trip! This is how it started....
It was during lunch time when the electricity in our block got cut off! We were frustrated, it was really very hot and we decided to go pigging out somewhere nearby! We went to fill our empty stomachs in Jaya. Puvi and Dharshini were still in their cohort tees! And, the great Kamini wore her 'tandas slippers'! :P

After eating the finger-licking good Indian food, I spontaneously told them "Lets Times Square!" and I was smirking since none of them were dressed for it! I was surprised they agreed! We were excited in fact since we have never been there though many people told us there is nothing there! Being the penyibuks we naturally are, we wanted to "check that place out"! Kononnya! Hahah! And trust me, that place is empty! There is nothing there! Its a dead & empty shopping complex! Even the drinks at the 'Swensons' cafe there are kinda tasteless and not worth the money! The only thing we did there was playing games at the so very lame arcade! Haih!

Not enough of wasting time in Times Square, we headed to the Prangin Mall! Being the crazee gals we are, we went into a few boutiques, tried out a few clothes and went out empty handed because of our indecisive attitude! Had dinner then and decided to leave at about 8.45pm! So then this is what happened at the 1st floor! :D

We spotted a pretty, demure-looking Malay girl. We were stunned with her sweet look and were praising her..

Puvi : My neighbour looks exactly like her, but she has three children.

*We were going down on the escalator when that conversation was taking place. I was standing next to Dharshini and suddenly saw a weird looking he-she behind us. He-she had the most hideous hairdo ever, and wore very long African type earrings. I knowing some broken Tamil told the gals "behind Dharsh" in Tamil. Before they could even turn.....

He-She : *shouting* Don't simply talk about people okay??! Next time give birth only to one child okay!

All of us : Excuse me, we are not talking abt you!

He-She : *with scary face and fingers pointing at us* You think I'm deaf ah? You think I'm a retard izit?

We were scared by then. People were looking at us and he-she was quite loud. Just as we reached the ground floor, in the huge crowd there, he pointed at us and shouted 'You BITCH!'
We were astounded! Wth man! We didnt even kacau u, nor said anything abt u! It was indeed awkward to be labeled 'bitch' in public! *smirks* Then, we ran to the car park, jumped into the car and sped off!

Then, we figured out the case and solved the maze! :-P
Tht he-she actually perasan tht we were talking abt him-her...when actually Puvi was telling abt her neighbour who looks exactly the same like the Malay girl which we saw earlier. This he-she pulak thought tht we were insulting him-her saying that Puvi's neighbour looks the same, but got 3 children...and this he-she cant beranak ryte...and coincidentally when Puvi was talking abt her neighbour and I coincidentally spotted him just behind us, this he-she thought it was him-her we were refering to! Gile la! :D

milenge milenge - destiny at its best! :)

MILENGE MILENGE :)

At times we go to places alone
The distance between us just seems to grow
Our souls will always be together
And someday I know we will meet for sure

Milenge milgene haan milenge milenge
Aap se yakeenan milenge milenge
Ho sohniya mannmoniya
Milenge milgene haan milenge milenge

Milenge Milenge - We shall meet! Milenge Milenge is a delightful fairytale of a romantic comedy that will make you fall in love all over again! It will make you think of that special one that you have in your hearts! This story is basically an unbashed mix of "serendipity" and "only you". Its all about how fate starts playing tricks with people...and, I am in love with the title song and I can sing it all day long! *smirks*

I dunno why this song is stuck in my mind for almost a week now! I listen to it almost everyday on my Ipod - while walking to and fro classes, while jogging, before sleeping and whenever possible. My songs don't shuffle anymore. Maybe coz I have never seen or met him for months now :'( I miss just to see him, his kinda "messy" and geeky look! hahah! That is why I get my hopes uplifted whenever I listen to this song! It says - we shall meet, I shall meet YOU for sure! But, I really dunno when...Yes, I believe in destiny! Well, most of us do, right? It was fate I met you, it was fate we became friends, and it was also fate that fell for you! It is magical to fall in love...I am not sure if destiny will bring us together? For now, I am sure someday we will definitely meet! xD

My story...it is well a syrupy convolution of fate and destiny! No wonder, I love Milenge Milenge! Ahaks! :)

P.M.S :'(

In reality, I am slowly losing my mind. Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside. Friends ask how I feel and I lie convincingly coz I don't want to reveal the fact that I am suffering. So I wear my disguise till night when I hear the sentimental songs on my Ipod. That is when I turn down all the lights, break down and cry :'(

Those memories are immortal and your image constantly lingers in my heart. It is the loneliest feeling in this world to find yourself standing up when everyone is sitting down. Walking down the empty streets listening to your own footsteps. Blinds are drawn and I feel like the doors are locked against me. And, I am not sure whether I am walking towards something or just walking away...

Imissyou! :'(

ORANG BODOH!!

My dear roommate had to go back to her hometown of an emergency last Sunday evening. And, because of the pathetic military-like maktab rules, she was expected to come back the next day itself. So, she told me that she will be taking a flight from KLIA at 930p.m and will be reaching Penang about 1030p.m....

Since she was still in a state of shock with the death of her close relative, my friends, Dharsh and Anis and I have decided to fetch her from the Bayan Lepas Airport. We left our hostel about 1015pm after having some group discussions. Being responsible teacher trainees in our beloved maktab, we decided to inform the guards at the main gate that we might come in 10 to 15 minutes past 11 since the curfew is at 11...

So Dharsh and I went out of the car to inform the guards and I was doing the talking...explaining about the reason my roommate had to went back and all. Their expressions showed that they were kinda reluctant! C'mon, we are just going to pick her up and due to the checking-out and all, we are bound to be a lil' bit late!

That one bloody guard was idiotic and a born pervert!! He kept on staring at us up and down, up and down continuously! And, I felt like slitting his throat when he cynically asked me "Cikgu boleh pakai macam ini ke??" Such a rascal! I was just wearing a plain brown LONG jeans and a three quarter orange tee! He is memang an ORANG BODOH! What do expect us to wear then?! Typical minded moron! We are already wearing etchical formal attire to attend the lectures...are they expecting us to wear the same clothes even when we go out??!!

I don't want to see that moron again!

I. AM. A. FOREIGNER.

**A true story**

went out touring around Penang today with my sista. drove here and there and felt like i have been here for a long time. the true story is that met a Punjabi lady who was so excited to know about us. well, a short description about her is that she is a teacher in Penang Free School and lives at Bukit Dumbar. her first question to both of us was "are you girls from overseas?" we laughed our hearts out when we left that place. and, later in the evening, we went for dinner at Pelita nasi kandar somewhere around Komtar area. this time an Indian lady approached our table who is a lecturer in one of the colleges in Penang. Her first question to us was "are you girls from india?" gosh! we were about to go hysterical at that time!

i have decided to conclude that I AM A FOREIGNER in Penang! :P

Hello Maktab!

*This is the first post I’m writing from my hostel, Kolej Penginapan Jambu in IPGM Penang!

Well, I arrived here yesterday which was 4th July (5th TEYLians Anniversary). It was a kinda mixed feeling coming back here yet I was excited. Too bad, my excitement was gone with the wind when I saw my room. It was damn dirty, dusty and filthy. Actually, I can’t really find really appropriate adjectives to describe it! My sweet roommate, Kamini has already swept the floor three times before I saw the room. But still, it looked horrible! Imagine that! This is my 11th sem which means 11th room and cleaning this was the worst! Though tired after the entire cleaning and unpacking process, we went to Tesco the same evening to get some stuff for our room which was really considered urgent necessities. Crashed last night with a relieved feeling!

Tadaaa! The most anticipated day has finally arrived. Woke up really early but still feeling tired! No choice, by hook or by crook, we had to be on time for our INDUCTION! Yess, we had a One-Day-Induction thingy. I was in fact really delighted to see my lecturers after such a long time! Ohh gosh, the most interesting start to the day? We had to hike the steep hills of Bukit Coombe in order to reach the lecture hall and as expected, we were grumbling all the way! It was way too exhausting! One sure thing, hiking those hills are gonna help us to shed at least some kilos! :D Our lecturers were glad to see us back there in one piece too. And so, like freshies, we were given welcoming speech from the Director, the Head of Department of Language Department, and several lecturers. I felt that underneath the guise of smile, they were actually kinda worried about our behavior and attitude when it comes to assimilating and adapting back to the Institute culture. Well, I personally do feel that I myself have gotta assimilate and adapt to the environment, e.g: fixed class time, assemblies, uniform, totally formal attire etc.

Then, came the most “interesting” slot which was from the Discipline Unit – the rules and regulations! I can’t remember all but there are really some that are currently gelled in my brain! Lol!
• Be at classes by 8am. Late 10 mins – perbicaraan Akta 174. Ok?
• Wear court shoes – can’t even show any fingers ( no peeps toe, no wedges, no sandals)
• Interesting one – kasut warna gelap shj! No warna-warni it seems!
• Can’t own any CDS, DVDs or anything berbentuk hiburan. Die.
• Curfew time – 11pm sharp! Main gates and hostel gates will all be locked! Which means, we won’t get to lepak-lepak at café or at our friends’ room in other hostel after 11pm. 
• Cannot make noise in cafeterias. LMAO.
• Ohh yeah, they mentioned about Punjabi suits that must be worn with not seen through dupatta and can’t be fashionable! Puhlees!
• And, many many more! One ridiculous one was HAIR! Boys with short trimmed hair was ask to make it even shorter (SAM was one of the victim) And non-Muslim girls, tie your hair without centre or side lines! Excuse me?!

I was really astonished listening to all this! There were many other rules that we considered ridiculous! Of course, we are 11th sem students and the pioneer batch in maktab, yet these rules? Even, these rules were not exposed to us when we registered in 2005. ^^ Then, in the afternoon, we had team building activities under the hot scorching sun but we really had fun! Interesting and hilarious games! 


The process of assimilation and adaptation begins now! Now, I am even more worn out. Haha. Nites!!

I MISS YOU

i am feeling really pathetic today.
i miss him ;'(
like really alot!
i wish i dont have to go back to penang. i really do.
i seem happy at the surface but deep inside im not.
this is becoming so shitty!
things are not falling into its place.
i love him, yet i cant tell him.
i care for him, but secretly.
wish this did not happen to me.
i cry when i miss him.
and now, i really MISS HIM!

*how i wish he knows this.