I MISS YOU

i am feeling really pathetic today.
i miss him ;'(
like really alot!
i wish i dont have to go back to penang. i really do.
i seem happy at the surface but deep inside im not.
this is becoming so shitty!
things are not falling into its place.
i love him, yet i cant tell him.
i care for him, but secretly.
wish this did not happen to me.
i cry when i miss him.
and now, i really MISS HIM!

*how i wish he knows this.